Poems

love me,
hate me,
date me,
dump me,
screw me,
lie to me,
kill me,
WAIT,
i forgot your worth shi*t.

i'll be hiding in the shadows,
i'll be waiting in the dark,
to drive this blade straight through your heart,
i'll drag you to my car,
as blood races down my arm,
i think,
everyone will wonder where you are tonight,
i'll hide you in my walls,
your body will never be found,
i'll wear your skin as a suit,
pretend to be you,
everyone will like you more than they used to,
my teen against bullshi*t has a body count,
it's 6 going on 7 now,
i've been dreaming about you,
in a pool of your own blood,
with your eyes gouged out,
by the works of my thumbs,
the scent of your insides,
the perfect perfume,
to settle the score,
ride the wings of pestilence.

your words are like a river,
they flow through my mind,

your words is like glue,
they stick to my heart,

your words is like fire,
they burn my soul,

your words is like glass,
they shatter my ears,

but mostly,
your words is like a machine,
they shut me down.



Dedicated to my foster mom< Terri Brown >

for all the lies,
you ever told,
and all the guilt,
youll never hold,

i f*ckin hate you,
i hope you see,
and this is how,
it has to be,

i may have been sad,
and so what if i cried,
those emotions are gone,
and im pushing you aside,

so forget about us,
cuz ive already done it,
and forget about the game,
cuz ive already won it!

your hangin with your friends,
doing your normal trends,  
but tonight is different,
you want a more high with it,
you and a friend go to the back room,
he gets up and gets something by the broom,
he said it will get you to feel good,
i said cool, im in the hood,
he said you ever done dope?
i said nope,
a few minutes later my mouth is on the tiny pipe,
i start liking people that arnt my type,
i start getting hot and sweaty,
i was not ready for this drug,
now im running around giving him a hug,
WAIT FREEZE......
i was thinking this whole thing would be a breeze,
instead im on my knees asking for sleep,
if anyone knows, well i wont say a peep.